Lester broke up with Miss C

Some friends and relatives noticed their closeness. With tones of concern, they warn him of the consequences should he continue their unusual relationship. He just laughed them off. They just didn’t know how much Lester enjoyed kissing Miss C and smelling her sweetness. Not for a moment she was out of his mind. He saw to it that she was with him each time he needed her no matter what the cost.

He trusted her despite warnings that someday Miss C would hurt him, will cause him pain and misery. Yet, he was not ready to be convinced. Letting her go would mean self-sacrifice—missing her company, her kisses, and fragrance. This he was not ready to undergo.

Lately, He began to feel her treacherous ways, to realize that his friends were right. Behind her sweet kisses and her flowery scent is her evil scheme of killing him slowly yet not so tenderly.

He has to say goodbye to their sweet relationship. Yes, for him leaving her is not easy. The memory of her and the stain she has left in him remain. He felt sick physically, financially, morally, socially, and spiritually. His doctor told him that is what he gets for terminating their intimate relationship. They say time is a great healer. His longing for her must end. He’d rather leave her now than suffer for the rest of his life.

It has been a year since they parted ways. Time has been buried the lingering memories of her. Yes, for him forgetting her was very difficult. Sleepless nights and unexplainable feelings almost shattered the very reasons of his existence. But he was determined never to return to her despite the tormenting urge and longing. He would never want to be enslaved by her.

He left her because sticking it out to her meant great suffering. Their parting did not mean a thing to her—many others love her even before he did. But to him leaving their clutches was sweet victory! His concerned relatives and friends were right. She is a great deceiver.

Seeing her or sniffing her enchanting fragrance can never be totally avoided. She was displayed almost everywhere—her charm seemingly irresistible. But he thanked God who gave him the determination to never touch her again; much more to kiss her the way he used to.

As for him, He’s free again—free from her clutches! And now, he can breathe freely and sleep soundly instead of “barking” the night away.

There’s one thing though that he feel sad about. Many others have become victims of her evil spell. Some are on their way to the “silent community,” some have already gone ahead. That’s how cruel is Miss Cigarette.

SMOKING

Every time I smell cigarette smoke, I feel very dizzy, and it is hard to breathe.

People think they look cool while smoking, but the truth is they’re not. Kissing them is like kissing an ashtray. I suggest that smokers help themselves by not smoking. They can also help nonsmokers by not polluting the air with their cigarette smoke.
Studies have shown that smoking can cause lung cancer and other diseases like chronic obstructive pulmonary disease. I can say with my head held that I advised my fellow (ahem! Favorite word ni jendrell!) countrymen not to smoke.

Somebody said, “The best way to stop smoking is really not to start at all.”
Now, if you have started this bad habit, it is not yet too late. Get a nonsmoking friend to be you advocate as you determine to stop smoking.

Smoking, aside from being the cause of many deaths, also affects nonsmoking people. Studies show that environmental tobacco smoke is hazardous to the person who stays near a smoker. About 4,000 chemical compounds are found in tobacco smoke, 43 of which are carcinogens, that is cancer-causing according to world health organization. There is nicotine, an addictive substance; carbon monoxide; and irritant substances-mostly gases-in cigarette smoke.

In short, there is nothing beneficial that a rational, thinking person can derive from smoking.

Why I smoke
By: Dan Clarke

It’s such a CLEAN refined habit. I LOVE to cough and spit.

It makes my breath so PLEASING to everyone. Kissing me is like licking an ASHTRAY.

It sets such a GOOD example for children and friends to follow.

It makes my teeth and fingers so PRETTY and yellow. It makes my clothes, car, and house smell so CLEAN and FRESH.

It proves I have SELF-CONTROL and I am NOT slave to anything.

I WANT to see how much poison my body can take in before I die.

It’s FUN to throw my cigarettes everywhere and see how much mess I did.

It means I am ‘IN’ I’m COOL. People get rid of me because I don’t smell good.

It tells I’m wild and ready for a good time. I LIKE to abuse my body, so why don’t you do it too?

It’s my way of showing people how SECURE I feel, that I like to take CARE of myself because others are counting on me.

Do you know that….

The number of minutes you spend puffing a cigarette is the number of minutes your life will be shortened.

Smoking a pack a day will add up to more or less Php 20,000 a year on cigarettes. That could buy a lot of clothes or music or even a car.

One pack a day equals two cups of cancer-causing chemicals. Would an intelligent person who wanted to live actually ingest carcinogens on purpose and pay for them as well?

Smoking ruins the taste of food.

Smoking does damage in just a few seconds. Increased carbon monoxide in the blood, and decreased oxygen are the results of inhaling one time.

Smoking kills more people each year than AIDS, car and plane crashes, alcohol, and guns combined.

Smoking looks ugly. Who wants to turn into a fire-breathing dragon?

Your teeth will discolor and you’ll get wrinkles around your mouth.

Your breath will stink and your clothes will reek of stale tobacco.

Smoking is no longer considered “cool” or sophisticated. In fact, most people consider it stupid. It is not “in” to smoke today. It is “in” to be athletic and fit.

The rugged Marlboro man we saw in ads died of lung cancer.

A little something that can make me happy

Wadupp?! See I'm here! Like what I've said before. My next post is My Happy List! yeeyy!! By the way mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko! Promise!

1. Someone who'll greet me on my birthday. Not just that, but someone who will wait 't'ill the clock turns to 12am and finally greet me! hehehe!

2. A friend who will buy me an ice cream if I'm depress... I remember a friend who bought a sundae ice cream just for me. I was really touched 'cause I didn't expect that he will do that thing. ;-)

3. I do love chatting ever since I'm a teen.. Actually I got addicted with chatting online. Well, you can't blame me, talking to different people with different race, that's amazing! Spending my time chatting with a stranger... that's if our topic make sense. That's why I'm very present with different forums online. I love learning new things.

4. Doing some minor things that I've been avoiding. Like cleaning my room. Yes. I'm spending MOST of my time in front of the pc yet, I don't have time just to clean my room. Well, I'm proud to say that MY ROOM IS CLEAN! It's just that I'm not the one who's cleaning it everyday.

5.Someone who will cook for me. aaawww... I really love it. Actually I'm really not good in cooking. Something that I should not be proud of, but I believe that everything can be learn if you really want to. right?! :D

6.Finishing a piece of art. Whether it'll be drawing, painting, digital, games, etc. I always feel good about finishing them because I can show off my hard work, and say "I made this."

7. Looking in the mirror after getting all dressed up. Sure I may sound vain, but everyone is vain to some degree. Normally I don't think I'm that impressive, but when I take the time do dress up and groom myself properly I can look awfully sexy, and that makes me feel good about myself.

8. Going somewhere with my love ones. ^______^ I love traveling. I love riding on a bus, sitting right next to the window (emo?) nah, I just want to see the view, especially if that's an airplane.

Well that's for today, you know guys I really want to tell you all the things that can make me happy but, it's almost 1:30am and I really need to sleep... zzZZZzzzZZZzzz....... goodnight! mwuah! hhhaaayy... I'm really missing someone badly... :(

My hate list!

Hi there guys! it's been a while since I left a post here... I'm killing my time cause I'm not damn sleepy at all!! I'm suffering from insomnia! Just to make it clear, NO, I'm not thinking of someone! (ayyy..defensive daw ba?!) LOLZ! So anyway, there are lot of things that I really hate.

So let's get it on!

1. I don't like EPAL/PAPAMPAM/PAPANSIN! for those who don't what 'epal / papampam / papansin' mean, It's an adjective meaning someone who doesn't get any attention at all so they make papansin to the highest level so that you will notice them!

2. When people assume that they know me, when they really don't... to the point that they judge you! damn! It's not that I don't like critisism... it's not the same! I hope you get my point.

3. HYPOCRITES! Who doesn't right?

4. People who smoke in No Smoking areas. I don't like the smell of cigarettes! Studies shows that inhaling cigarette smoke may give some respiratory ailment. Just like what Jessica Zafra said to her book "I'll respect your right to smoke, if you respect my right not to breathe your smoke. If I'm going to die of substance abuse, let it be my own substance abuse, not other people's...."

5. People who blame others for their misfortunes, people who can't take responsibility for their own actions.

6. Someone picking his nose in public. eewwww

7. Boastful, Obnoxious, Social Climber, Chismaxx!, Sip-sip and Feeling (all types)

8. I hate people saying "....sabi mo eh" it seems like they really don't agree on what you've said then they will just tell you that one. aarrgghh!!!

9. I hate guys who go outside their house half-naked making all the public see how big their tummy is!!

10. People who look at you for about a minute. It really makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't know what the hell he/she's thinking of you.

So guys, that's all for the moment. Actually there are some things that I wanna include, but I might hurt some people so I didn't include them. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading my post. Have a good night! My next post will be "my HAPPY LIST" :D I promise guys that I will update my blog very soon! mwuah!!

and also I wanna share this story that I got from a website..

A teacher once told each of her students to bring a clear plastic bag and a sack of potatoes to school. For every person they refuse to forgive in their life's experience, they chose a potato, wrote on it the name and date, and put it in the plastic bag. Some of their bags were quite heavy.

They were then told to carry this bag with them everywhere for one week, putting it beside their bed at night, on the car seat when driving, next to their desk at work.

The hassle of lugging this around with them made it clear what a weight they were carrying spiritually, and how they had to pay attention to it all the time to not forget and keep leaving it in embarrassing places. Naturally, the condition of the potatoes deteriorated to a nasty smelly slime. This was a great metaphor for the price we pay for keeping our pain and heavy negativity! Too often we think of forgiveness as a gift to the other person, and it clearly is for ourselves!

Author Unknown

I'm now a fan of this kid!!

I first saw his video by a friend... and the title was ... hhmm.... BillieJean! yeah! and he was so awesome!! I searched for more of his video on youtube, and then I saw a lot of videos from him! w-o-w!! Anyway, the kid that I'm talking about right now is no other than, Shungha Jung. He's from South Korea and He's only 12 years old!!

"I had been watching my dad play the guitar for awhile before I finally jumped on it myself three years ago. I turned twelve in September, 2008."

I learned to play guitar when I was 19 years old.. but actually since I'm doing a lot of stuff, and when I thought that I know how to play the basic, I stopped. But I still play guitar.. :D Usually, I love playing guitar when I'm bored and when I'm lonely. Why? because it makes me busy for a while, and oh I forgot to tell you guys! I just realized that I also have the talent in singing! hahaha!!!! no violent reaction ok?! 'cause I WON'T ALLOW that thing!! hahaha!!

for now, I like this one. It reminds me of someone... "I'll be over YOU..."


and also this one. "With or without you"

I don't wanna be your friend

Hahaha! Say that I'm bitter, and so?! I don't care! wahahaha! I have ALL the rights to get mad at him... well on the other hand, I really want to thank him... I was under his spell that whatever he commands I'm like a crazy dog obeying that. Well, life is really an upside down situation.. and I'm glad, really glaaddd that you're not in my life ANYMORE and don't ever cross my life again cause you'll definitely regret that... poor you! hahaha! :D

Watch this video so that you can relate. lolz



"People say you're sorry but baby don't you worry, life has been easier without you, we should have done this earlier..."

Soooo Bitter!!

Guys, I need some help. What is BUDING that she's talking about???!! Is she referring to a girl named BUDING?? Gosh! Headache!!! x____x
October 1996

To Marije,
I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you why? What reason can you think about but you’re very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I’m realize that he really can’t not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you’re habit of making pakialam all his habit of making pakialam all his walks (lakad) and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that.

And then he say he gets ashame to me either in schools or in his family and then asking you to exercise you’re very very, very fat body. But you hate it. Thought you’re the most preetiest girls he knows about. What do you think you are “BeautifulGirl” of Jose Marie Chan?

Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else difference name one time or the other for real purposed to insults my personality because I’m never call you names either in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don’t have any other choice but to call you other different name to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSES,OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you’re body that is to BUDING.

You can’t not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier that you when you look to us in the mirror. I’m repeat again that you are like Ike LOzada when she is a girl.
Love,
The sexiest Girl of D.M.
P.S.
You say that I’m the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? And the final is me. There you go.

Bad Day

hi there... waahhh!! so busy this past few weeks. Well, regarding with my job and also with this evil someone.. I'm not gonna mention his name, but he's definitely a living evil. He really knows how to make someone go gaga over him.. He's really stupid and I'm thinking about when will he die?? I'm very excited about that!! You know the song "Sana kunin ka na ni Lord" by Pokwang। I really dedicate that song for you! (I hope you'll read this post!) If you're curious about the content of the song, just look for it at Youtube.

You know what, when I just got home an hour ago, my feet was very tired.. I walked way too faaarrr... because of that Rally along Ayala Ave. actually I'm not against the rally but if you guys just pick the right place to do that act , it would be good. Just look at those face of those working people along Ayala ave. and those people who's currently looking for a job, some of them got irritated walking too far from their workplace. tsk tsk...

Anyway guys, I'll just end it here cause my mom is always asking why I'm still up right now... it's 12:45am and I'm not sleepy at all... Haaayyy.. I hope my fud inside my bag will still be good by tom. hehehe! It's a burger and fries that I bought from Mcdo, but after eating some of it, I felt like I'm almost full so I didn't finished eating those. Hehehe! I just kept it inside my bag instead.... I'm too lazy to put it inside the ref downstairs and it's too dark! LMAO!

gudmornyt! zzZZZzzzzZZZzzz....

The Cup Beat

Yeah, I know mostly people heard about this Cup beat. I was sitting next to my younger sister, watching video of Christine Gambino also known as Happyslip through Youtube. She's watching The Cup beat video, It's like.... uuuhhhmmm..... your playing a beatbox, tapping the cup and putting it down with force so it will make a beat. Then she was trying do it. Out of my curiosity, I also tried doing it! hahahaha! That was fun, although my hands did hurt a little.... just a little..
Try it too! It's fun doing it with your friends.
The challenge there was doing it faster while singing! Yay! I can do the cup beat fast, but I can't do it while singing, it distracts my concentration! wahahaha! Anyway for those of you who still don't know it yet or you just wanna try it, here's the video.

Check it out:



Have fun! ;)

Random thoughts

Woke up feeling sick today. Pain scattered everywhere, physically and emotionally... Always having thoughts of different things and missing someone badly. Sigh. How I wish I could just hide or just escape this emotion full of bitterness and regret. You know, what I mean is those moments when your heart feels so agitated with so much emotions and you want to rest even just for a while. You know sometimes I just want to smack my head on the wall because I'm so stupid and worst is I feel I'm worthless... sigh. Okay stop. I guess I'm just being so weak again.

Anyway, this day is a very booorrriiinnngg day. I just glued myself in front of the monitor and surfed all the way... actually I skipped dinner, but now at this hour I'm so hungry maybe I'll just eat tomorrow morning. You know I wanna lose weight, maybe 3 or 4 pounds would be great!

It's 2:00 am in the morning but still, I'm not sleepy. Bampira kasi ako! hehehe! I don't know why my legs and arms are in pain? I have this hard time walking because of these stupid legs down to my toes. argh! muscle pain I guess.

Why do God created women to gave birth and men does not? I wish men should be the one who's giving birth instead of us girls, right? so that they will have this idea on how hard it is, and of course to stop all men from having an affair with different girls...

Hahaha! I have an appointment tomorrow and look at me! Alive and kicking! hhhaaaayyyy.... messed up. messed up. messed up.

zzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzz....



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