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Jul 26, 2009

A little something that can make me happy



Wadupp?! See I'm here! Like what I've said before. My next post is My Happy List! yeeyy!! By the way mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko! Promise!

1. Someone who'll greet me on my birthday. Not just that, but someone who will wait 't'ill the clock turns to 12am and finally greet me! hehehe!

2. A friend who will buy me an ice cream if I'm depress... I remember a friend who bought a sundae ice cream just for me. I was really touched 'cause I didn't expect that he will do that thing. ;-)

3. I do love chatting ever since I'm a teen.. Actually I got addicted with chatting online. Well, you can't blame me, talking to different people with different race, that's amazing! Spending my time chatting with a stranger... that's if our topic make sense. That's why I'm very present with different forums online. I love learning new things.

4. Doing some minor things that I've been avoiding. Like cleaning my room. Yes. I'm spending MOST of my time in front of the pc yet, I don't have time just to clean my room. Well, I'm proud to say that MY ROOM IS CLEAN! It's just that I'm not the one who's cleaning it everyday.

5.Someone who will cook for me. aaawww... I really love it. Actually I'm really not good in cooking. Something that I should not be proud of, but I believe that everything can be learn if you really want to. right?! :D

6.Finishing a piece of art. Whether it'll be drawing, painting, digital, games, etc. I always feel good about finishing them because I can show off my hard work, and say "I made this."

7. Looking in the mirror after getting all dressed up. Sure I may sound vain, but everyone is vain to some degree. Normally I don't think I'm that impressive, but when I take the time do dress up and groom myself properly I can look awfully sexy, and that makes me feel good about myself.

8. Going somewhere with my love ones. ^______^ I love traveling. I love riding on a bus, sitting right next to the window (emo?) nah, I just want to see the view, especially if that's an airplane.

Well that's for today, you know guys I really want to tell you all the things that can make me happy but, it's almost 1:30am and I really need to sleep... zzZZZzzzZZZzzz....... goodnight! mwuah! hhhaaayy... I'm really missing someone badly... :(




Jul 17, 2009

My hate list!

Hi there guys! it's been a while since I left a post here... I'm killing my time cause I'm not damn sleepy at all!! I'm suffering from insomnia! Just to make it clear, NO, I'm not thinking of someone! (ayyy..defensive daw ba?!) LOLZ! So anyway, there are lot of things that I really hate.
So let's get it on!

1. I don't like EPAL/PAPAMPAM/PAPANSIN! for those who don't what 'epal / papampam / papansin' mean, It's an adjective meaning someone who doesn't get any attention at all so they make papansin to the highest level so that you will notice them!

2. When people assume that they know me, when they really don't... to the point that they judge you! damn! It's not that I don't like critisism... it's not the same! I hope you get my point.

3. HYPOCRITES! Who doesn't right?

4. People who smoke in No Smoking areas. I don't like the smell of cigarettes! Studies shows that inhaling cigarette smoke may give some respiratory ailment. Just like what Jessica Zafra said to her book "I'll respect your right to smoke, if you respect my right not to breathe your smoke. If I'm going to die of substance abuse, let it be my own substance abuse, not other people's...."

5. People who blame others for their misfortunes, people who can't take responsibility for their own actions.

6. Someone picking his nose in public. eewwww

7. Boastful, Obnoxious, Social Climber, Chismaxx!, Sip-sip and Feeling (all types)

8. I hate people saying "....sabi mo eh" it seems like they really don't agree on what you've said then they will just tell you that one. aarrgghh!!!

9. I hate guys who go outside their house half-naked making all the public see how big their tummy is!!

10. People who look at you for about a minute. It really makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't know what the hell he/she's thinking of you.

So guys, that's all for the moment. Actually there are some things that I wanna include, but I might hurt some people so I didn't include them. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading my post. Have a good night! My next post will be "my HAPPY LIST" :D I promise guys that I will update my blog very soon! mwuah!!

and also I wanna share this story that I got from a website..

A teacher once told each of her students to bring a clear plastic bag and a sack of potatoes to school. For every person they refuse to forgive in their life's experience, they chose a potato, wrote on it the name and date, and put it in the plastic bag. Some of their bags were quite heavy.

They were then told to carry this bag with them everywhere for one week, putting it beside their bed at night, on the car seat when driving, next to their desk at work.

The hassle of lugging this around with them made it clear what a weight they were carrying spiritually, and how they had to pay attention to it all the time to not forget and keep leaving it in embarrassing places. Naturally, the condition of the potatoes deteriorated to a nasty smelly slime. This was a great metaphor for the price we pay for keeping our pain and heavy negativity! Too often we think of forgiveness as a gift to the other person, and it clearly is for ourselves!

Author Unknown


Jul 8, 2009

I'm now a fan of this kid!!

I first saw his video by a friend... and the title was ... hhmm.... BillieJean! yeah! and he was so awesome!! I searched for more of his video on youtube, and then I saw a lot of videos from him! w-o-w!! Anyway, the kid that I'm talking about right now is no other than, Shungha Jung. He's from South Korea and He's only 12 years old!!

"I had been watching my dad play the guitar for awhile before I finally jumped on it myself three years ago. I turned twelve in September, 2008."

I learned to play guitar when I was 19 years old.. but actually since I'm doing a lot of stuff, and when I thought that I know how to play the basic, I stopped. But I still play guitar.. :D Usually, I love playing guitar when I'm bored and when I'm lonely. Why? because it makes me busy for a while, and oh I forgot to tell you guys! I just realized that I also have the talent in singing! hahaha!!!! no violent reaction ok?! 'cause I WON'T ALLOW that thing!! hahaha!!



for now, I like this one. It reminds me of someone... "I'll be over YOU..."







and also this one. "With or without you"









Jul 5, 2009

I don't wanna be your friend

Hahaha! Say that I'm bitter, and so?! I don't care! wahahaha! I have ALL the rights to get mad at him... well on the other hand, I really want to thank him... I was under his spell that whatever he commands I'm like a crazy dog obeying that. Well, life is really an upside down situation.. and I'm glad, really glaaddd that you're not in my life ANYMORE and don't ever cross my life again cause you'll definitely regret that... poor you! hahaha! :D

Watch this video so that you can relate. lolz





"People say you're sorry but baby don't you worry, life has been easier without you, we should have done this earlier..."



Jun 17, 2009

Soooo Bitter!!

Guys, I need some help. What is BUDING that she's talking about???!! Is she referring to a girl named BUDING?? Gosh! Headache!!! x____x
October 1996


To Marije,
I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you why? What reason can you think about but you’re very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I’m realize that he really can’t not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you’re habit of making pakialam all his habit of making pakialam all his walks (lakad) and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that.

And then he say he gets ashame to me either in schools or in his family and then asking you to exercise you’re very very, very fat body. But you hate it. Thought you’re the most preetiest girls he knows about. What do you think you are “BeautifulGirl” of Jose Marie Chan?

Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else difference name one time or the other for real purposed to insults my personality because I’m never call you names either in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don’t have any other choice but to call you other different name to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSES,OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you’re body that is to
BUDING.

You can’t not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier that you when you look to us in the mirror. I’m repeat again that you are like Ike LOzada when she is a girl.
Love,
The sexiest Girl of D.M.
P.S.
You say that I’m the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? And the final is me. There you go.




Jun 10, 2009

Bad Day

hi there... waahhh!! so busy this past few weeks. Well, regarding with my job and also with this evil someone.. I'm not gonna mention his name, but he's definitely a living evil. He really knows how to make someone go gaga over him.. He's really stupid and I'm thinking about when will he die?? I'm very excited about that!! You know the song "Sana kunin ka na ni Lord" by Pokwang। I really dedicate that song for you! (I hope you'll read this post!) If you're curious about the content of the song, just look for it at Youtube.

You know what, when I just got home an hour ago, my feet was very tired.. I walked way too faaarrr... because of that Rally along Ayala Ave. actually I'm not against the rally but if you guys just pick the right place to do that act , it would be good. Just look at those face of those working people along Ayala ave. and those people who's currently looking for a job, some of them got irritated walking too far from their workplace. tsk tsk...

Anyway guys, I'll just end it here cause my mom is always asking why I'm still up right now... it's 12:45am and I'm not sleepy at all... Haaayyy.. I hope my fud inside my bag will still be good by tom. hehehe! It's a burger and fries that I bought from Mcdo, but after eating some of it, I felt like I'm almost full so I didn't finished eating those. Hehehe! I just kept it inside my bag instead.... I'm too lazy to put it inside the ref downstairs and it's too dark! LMAO!

gudmornyt! zzZZZzzzzZZZzzz....




May 28, 2009

The Cup Beat

Yeah, I know mostly people heard about this Cup beat. I was sitting next to my younger sister, watching video of Christine Gambino also known as Happyslip through Youtube. She's watching The Cup beat video, It's like.... uuuhhhmmm..... your playing a beatbox, tapping the cup and putting it down with force so it will make a beat. Then she was trying do it. Out of my curiosity, I also tried doing it! hahahaha! That was fun, although my hands did hurt a little.... just a little..
Try it too! It's fun doing it with your friends.
The challenge there was doing it faster while singing! Yay! I can do the cup beat fast, but I can't do it while singing, it distracts my concentration! wahahaha! Anyway for those of you who still don't know it yet or you just wanna try it, here's the video.

Check it out
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Have fun! ;)

May 24, 2009

Random thoughts

Woke up feeling sick today. Pain scattered everywhere, physically and emotionally... Always having thoughts of different things and missing someone badly. Sigh. How I wish I could just hide or just escape this emotion full of bitterness and regret. You know, what I mean is those moments when your heart feels so agitated with so much emotions and you want to rest even just for a while. You know sometimes I just want to smack my head on the wall because I'm so stupid and worst is I feel I'm worthless... sigh. Okay stop. I guess I'm just being so weak again.

Anyway, this day is a very booorrriiinnngg day. I just glued myself in front of the monitor and surfed all the way... actually I skipped dinner, but now at this hour I'm so hungry maybe I'll just eat tomorrow morning. You know I wanna lose weight, maybe 3 or 4 pounds would be great!

It's 2:00 am in the morning but still, I'm not sleepy. Bampira kasi ako! hehehe! I don't know why my legs and arms are in pain? I have this hard time walking because of these stupid legs down to my toes. argh! muscle pain I guess.

Why do God created women to gave birth and men does not? I wish men should be the one who's giving birth instead of us girls, right? so that they will have this idea on how hard it is, and of course to stop all men from having an affair with different girls...

Hahaha! I have an appointment tomorrow and look at me! Alive and kicking! hhhaaaayyyy.... messed up. messed up. messed up.

zzzZZZzzzzZZZzzzz....



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Boys Before Flower


guess who's that pretty boy??! Yes!! oppa saranghae!!!! Lee Min Ho. Well, the four main male characters in KBS hit drama “Boys Before Flowers” are definitely tall, handsome, and all of them jaw-droppingly rich.I've just finished watching Boys before flower yesterday, and ODK (Oh Diyos Ko) this version is really amazing than Taiwan version although some says that this version was totally overrated and so was it's casts.... Anyway, we do have different opinion so let's dont mind him. This version has some different scene that can make you cry and laugh so hard!! The boys in this verion are soooooooooooo cute especially MY FUTURE HUSBAND, LEE MIN HO! (walang kokontra! blog ko 'to!! wahahaa!)

Here are my favorite pictures of Lee Min Ho:

I like this one!

May 17, 2009

About 2NE1

Hi guys! Have you heard about 2NE1? Well here's a brief information about them:
2NE1 is a female group composed of 4 singers. CL, BOM, DARA and MINZY. I heard that 2NE1 means "The New Evolution of 21st Century" . If you just can't get enough of them, you can visit their fansite, they have this profile of each member: 2NE1 Fansite.










I'm not against Dara, but guys are you really listening WELL to her voice?? I'm wwaaayyyy better than her in singing! LMAO! Just kidding!! Anyway to all Dara's fan out there don't worry she's great in acting. Others said that she was great in Gummy's MV sorry and Iljimae as Rie the japanese princess. ;)


May 12, 2009

Etiquette for Mistresses

I'm posting Julie Yap Daza's Rules for Mistresses from
Etiquette for Mistresses

1. Mistress is not Mrs.
Know your Place, No. 2 is not No. 1, and never the twain shall meet. And they better not.
2. Even if he tells you he loves you more than his wife, don't let that get into your head.
3. Mistresses should be ready to give up Valentine's Day, Christmas Day, New Year's Day, Holy Week and his birthday.
4. Befriend his secretary but avoid all contact with his driver.
5. As tempting as it seems, don't patronize the wife's beauty parlor, jewelry shop, dress shop, or father confessor.
6. Don't call him, wait for him to call.
7. To be seen with him is public once is risky. The second time could be fatal to one of you. The third time is The End for both of you.
8. Never believe, and never say anything unfriendly about his wife, not even after he recites a litany of her faults.
Sooner or later, some mistresses feel so loved that they begin to think of the wife as the other woman.
9. Mistresses are kept by rich men. But a mistress who is a woman of substance and independent means is better. (Translation: Don't ask him for money.)
10. Be discreet. (Make sure he is not the type to talk in his sleep.)
11. Never travel together.
Accidents will always happen. A mistress who travels with a married man must be ready to face the consequences.
12. When he breaks a date, charge it to fate, not his fecklessness.
13. Wives have their own networks of spies and amigas. It is helpful for the mistress to have her own. A chaperon is not a good idea, however. (Chaperones are passe, besides, they talk.)
14. Mistresses don't complain.
They shouldn't. It's the wives, according to their husbands, who are "always complaining."
15. Being No. 2, the mistress tries harder.
16. Send him home as soon as it becomes apparent that he's overstaying.
17. It is practical for the mistress to be linked to another man, preferably her lover's friend.
In the age of the liberated woman, who needs a chaperone? Ah, maybe not, but she needs a beard.
18. If he's a public man and you're thinking of staging an accident of running into him, think: How many accidents can I pull off in one month?
Tis women nature to want to be loved and be seen as loved.
19. Don't make unnecessary enemies of his children.
20. Remind him to pay for everything in cash -- dinner, flowers, perfume, champagne, pearls, diamonds, a microwave oven, etc. IN GOD WE TRUST, BUT PAY CASH YOU MUST.
21. Don't use tears as a weapon. He's probably had enough of that from the Mrs.
Wives nag. Wives, cry. If only for that reason, a mistress doesn't use tears to get what she wants.
22. Resist the urge to be found out.
23. Perish all thought that someday you'll be No. 1.
24. Married men who keep mistresses don't like surprises, as a rule.
25. A man with a mistress leads a double life, his mistress only a half life. Cheer up! A career will make you whole.
26. Resist the urge to shower him with gifts. Evidence, evidence...!
27. When in doubt, disappear.
What happens
1. When you and he run into his wife?
2. When you run into him and his wife?
3. When the wife runs into him and you?
4. When you run into him and a woman not his wife?
Whether it is situation 1, 2 or 3, the answer is the same. You make yourself scarce. You disappear. Scram.
28. When all else fails, leave him.
Some mistresses make it; more do not.
Julie Yap Daza, Etiquette for Mistresses Copyright 1994

May this serve as a guide for all you mistresses out there...
How funny that I have actually experienced some of the above mentioned incidents.
Pero hindi pa naman dumating sa point na, I get involve having an affair with a married man. Sometimes I wonder why do women get hooked with this kind of situation? And why do MOSTLY of the GUYS hindi maiwasan ang mang babae? Is it true that guys were really like that ever since?

Anyway for those having an affair with married person, I have a question:
Have you ever wish of having a relationship that you could call YOUR OWN?



"I'm so confused about love, sometimes it makes me happy, but other times it makes me ANGRY... sometimes it makes me chew my nails, and sometimes just plain worried! But most of the time I just feel loved."

May 3, 2009

Crad Captor Sakura vs. Shugo Chara

Who's your bet?

They say that Sakura is better than Amu because of her styles!
But other disagree because other says they were very different...
Anyway, let's watch this video I saw in youtube. =D


Apr 19, 2009

I want more! Bokura Ga Ita Season 2!



Haaayyy... I love this anime..
anyway, here's a little preview of Bokura Ga Ita Season 2!
You can also download the manga at this site: http://jshojo.atspace.com

The anime basically follows through the plot line of the manga until Yano and his mom move, leaving Nanami behind. The story continues with Nanami, 21 years old and in her final year at S Girl's College (since she did not manage to enter J University), and already living in Tokyo. It turns out that she has not seen Yano for consecutively 5 years since the parting at the train station. Half a year into Yano's arriving at Tokyo and he completely cut off all communications with Nanami. The reason to this is unknown at this point, leaving Nanami both heartbroken and confused. It is believed that no one knows what happened to Yano. The story follows on, with Nanami deciding to leave her feelings for Yano behind and begins dating Takeuchi. However, the latter soon confesses that he did meet up with Yano (and was probably the last person to see him) before Yano actually disappeared.

It turns out that ever since moving into Tokyo, Yano ran into a lot of problems such as financial difficulties, finding a place for his dog, Lalami to live in (but managed to do so thanks to a close classmate, Aki, who later falls for him and even meets Nanami in the company they work at), and his mother's health problems. His mother's health deteriorates both mentally and physically (especially after Yano's dead father's wife shows up with the incline to take Yano back with her). Throughout this time, Yano has kept his problems from Nanami, in hope that she can concentrate on her studies. Twice he made the attempt to return to Hokkaido to see her, but failed to do so because of his mother. This is unknown to Nanami, however. Finally, Yano's mother took her own life (note that this takes place around half a year after Yano's arrival at Tokyo). Since the funeral, it is stated that Yano 'completely vanished'. It is shown that he did see Takeuchi around this time, telling the latter that he is leaving Nanami in his care, and that he has decided to give up everything from his past, even those dearest to him. Yano seems to believe that it was his fault that his mother committed suicide, stating that 'I was the one who killed her'.

Roughly half a year later, he made a phone call to Nanami's house which was then picked up by her mother. This too, was not told to Nanami until she was 21 years old. Yano's personality appears to undergo a change. He has since started dating many girls, but states that he "does not treat girls like anything important" anymore. During this whole time, Yamamoto Yuri has not given up on him.

The story continues a year after Nanami realizes the truth, with Aki who now works with Nanami in the same company, suspecting that she may have found Yano. Her suspicions turn out to be correct. However, though Aki finds out that Yano is aware of Nanami's whereabouts and her relationship with Takeuchi, he makes no move to see her. He even states that this is how he wanted it to be. The same goes with Nanami who decides not to meet Yano even after Aki gives her details about his whereabouts and informs her that Yano is currently a designer collaborating with their company. She tearfully admits to Aki that she has no confidence of making a clean break with Yano. It is shown that Yano is now living with Yamamoto Yuri and he also reveals that Nanami is 'different', stating that she will survive even on her own.

On the day of Nanami's birthday, as seen from chapter 50, Takeuchi proposes to her but he got rejected by Nanami. In the latest chapter 51, Nanami resolves to look for Yano. Upon being told that he is going on a trip, she ventures to the airport and sees the back of someone who resembles Yano. She calls out his name in tears, but the scene is left with a cliffhanger. Takeuchi, on the other hand, visits Yano's home and comes face to face with Yamamoto Yuri.

Ang ganda ng adult na Nanami!

Trip to Siargao! =)

On the eastern side of the province is Siargao Island, a tropical jewel that hosts one of the most beautiful beaches in the world and home of wave surfing, the latest sport and tourist attraction to take the country by storm. Siargao is a tear-drop shaped island.

The Surfing Capital of the Philippines its famous break the Cloud Nine rank among the top 10 best waves in the world according to Surf Magazine and hailed as one of the 5 toughest breaks in the world along with the breaks of Hawaii and Australia. But Siargao is not all about surfing, its also place for island hopping, diving and just sun bathing on its powdery white sand beaches. So you don't have to worry if you can't surf like me (hehehe!) as there are islets nearby that offers crystal blue water and powdery white sand for a pure relaxation.

Though I'm not a surfer girl, I would enjoy sitting under an umbrella on the beach, watching all those people playing with the big waves, and watching those incredibly interesting to see rock formations.

Atlast! After 18 years I visited the Siargao again! I guess my last visit there was when I was only 4 years old. hehehe! These two pictures below was taken at Siargao Airport. I went to different beaches there at Siargao.
Yah! I saw a turtle in Digim. kawaii! ^___^ next, Patrick's on the Beach is one of the beaches at General Luna known for its powdery white sand, my mom said that GL also named "little boracay" because many foreigners visit there.




Magpupungko Beach
My Auntie said that magpupungko means a big rock under a small rock. Really amazing because the big rock doesn't fall despite of big waves and storms. It is a natural pool that is "swimmable" during the low tide... lots of fishes and corals, as if swimming inside an aquarium. There were rock formations, from which my cousin jumped from. We stayed there for more than an hour, swimming, snorkeling and pool hopping. hehehe!

We also went to Pamaybayan, lots of rock formation there..


That's my Lola sitting on those beautiful rock, and the next picture is me. kawaii!

The next day we went to our Uncle's house in Del Carmen for a visit. Near them is the Plaza wherein there is a Grotto. Me and my sisters also saw the church where my parents exchange vows. how sweet! it's very beautiful..
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Im hoping for my third visit there! hhaaayyy! A beautiful place, Siargao. ^____^



Apr 3, 2009

I crush you Otani! ^____^

This is a scene from lovely complex episode 18.
Yaaayy! you won't believe me, I was ssoooo happy watching this scene!!!

gosh!
I really crush you na Otani!
He's so sweet and kawaii...
I just finished watching this anime yesterday. And you know what? I am planning to watch it again especially this part! Yaayy!!
Anyway, just an hour ago... Someone asked for my name. He was beside me in the bus. I was shocked because he's totally a stranger! I never thought that he would ask for my name, address, course, school, etc. I think nabored yun kausap ako, kasi "isang tanong isang sagot lang ako" hehehehe!!

-Anyway, I'll continue this maybe yesterday if I have a time...
it's 1:55am saturday, and I have a lot of things to do later, but I have to sleep first. I also have my book report tomorrow, so wish me luck! aja!!

-By April 5 until April 15:
I won't be able to read all ur messages here guys, just text me for those who knows my digits, ok? I will be at Surigao del Norte, the place where my parents grew up. sweet!

oyasumi nasai!


Mar 30, 2009

Are you a two timer?

Why is there some people na they love someone, but they are not contented with just one? Do they know that three is a crowd?


I asked my friends and some people that I know.....
"Anong dapat gawin sa mga two timer?"

Zynchi:

Walang dpat gawin sa mga taong tulad nila dahil darating din naman sa kanila yung tinatawag na KARMA eh!hehehe

Noemi:
~ hagupitin ng 100 beses sa likod
~ ibitin ng patiwarik
~ ipakain sa mga buwaya!

Tarantadoh:
BOPIS! MASARAP!

Rainlady:
Jowain pa rin tapos mag two time ka din! hehe!

xtin_ttmadtamad:
hayy naku...murahn ng murahn...ung tPong pwede k ng kasuhan ng slander..pero wg nmn snang umabot doon..hehe..KARMA!! malupit yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lang mkktakas jan!

ala_lang:
Maghanap ka ng iba tapoz ipapatay mo cya :gun

Monchtin_qt:
dpat sa kanila...pinakukulam!!!joke!wag..sampalin mo lng ung di na makakayanan ng cheeks nia dhil sa sobrang solid ng pagkakasampal..tpos..maghanap ka ng iba!!solve..

gwardia_sibil:

pagbuhulin.parang aso. ,
Mr. E:
ITALI AT IPAKAIN SA MGA PULANG LANGGAM!
Hanners_kulit:
wla. hayaan sila sa gusto nila. makakakita din sila ng katapat nila. and fate will prove that they are not worth a single serious relationship, unless they learn..

Anonymous:
Chainsaw! wahaha!

Jill:
itali, ilagay sa sako, lagyan ng bato ang sako at itapon sa ilog... sweet revenge!
Valkyrie:
:boxing: :arrow: :thumb

Dereksingko:
hah! Dapat pinagdarasal iyan!!! sana makatulog pa sila!!! grrr. ihatethem!~!~~~~~

Mataray_daw:
hayaan mo lam kc lost nila yon at hindi sayo!! dami jan noh

jayzhelle:
ilibing ng buhay.. o kaya hayaan natin na makarma sila...

Tina:
hayy naku...murahn ng murahn...ung tPong pwede k ng kasuhan ng slander..pero wg nmn snang umabot doon..hehe..KARMA!! malupit yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lang mkktakas jan!

JuneL:
katayain at ipakain sa mga piranha wahahaha

Beybie_gurlie:
ala akong maisip gawin sa kanila..ksai naman alam ko na nagtwo time yung guy na minhal ko eh.. nagkkwento pa nga eh.. kaso ako yung pang 2 hindi ako yung pang 1.. hhaayy.. ayun la na sya sa life ko!

Sweetest_kid:
lagyan ng langggam sa shorts!!!!!

Jena:
cguro di cla makuntento sa isa kaya kumukuha cla ng dalawa,dapat ginagawa sa kanila inuunawa, malay mo di lng talaga cla sanay ng isahan!!!!!!!!!pero may kilala akong two-timer hheheheheeh :lol: :lol:

Akopoaytinapay:
itali mo sa puno ng niyog tas buhusan mo ng langgam ang buong katawan..o kaya patayin mo na lang.. :gun:

Ghetti:
ang mga two timer e dapat sinusunog sa plaza tapos ung abo nila ihahalo sa kape

Sniper_me:
lalagyan ko ng vetsin ang kape nya.. hehehehe.. joke




wAahahahaha!! kakaloka!!
eto pa!




Mar 29, 2009

Boredom strikes!

I don't know why, but I found myself searching for a website where I will know the date when will I die. Maybe because I'm bored. hhhaaaayyy!
Feel sleepy.. -__- "zzZzzZzzzzZZzz......."

Here's the website: The Death Clock: When Am I Going To Die?
and the result, jaran! My Personal Day of Death!!


So funny cause I will die by the age of 79... poor anna.. too old.. tsk tsk..
Why don't you try it? Just for fun! Don't take it seriously, you fool! :))

I have a friend who wants to die...
You know, I don't believe him. Why? Cause if he really does, why not now? Is he afraid? and why
does he kept on telling me if he really wants to die, right? Does he like some sympathy? or
someone that can stop him from that decision? or what? He's a fool!

One time, he texted me. He said that he always go home late at night the day I left him. (daw!)
He always drink because he said that he wants to die and he thinks that he always did wrong to others, specially those people that he loves most... He said, after what his girlfriend did, He had this hard time gaining trust on her again. Hhhmmmnnn...
I said what's the point of giving her another chance when you know to yourself that you don't know how to trust her anymore?

I am afraid.. because what if after he read this, He decided to put an end to his life?
He always think that I'm strong... hehehe! He doesn't know me that much.. I'm a fool also. I also
decided to end my life before. Thank God, I'm still alive.



Good Idea, instead of killing myself, I'll just kill those person who wreck my life nalang kaya noh?! Martilyuhin ko din kaya sila noh?! ahahahaha!!!! Joke! kinabahan ka naman! ^___^ v One who did comment on this video nga said "VIOLENCE IS JUST THE IMAGINARY SOLUTION"

My sister always laugh when she remembered what I've said the night that I'm so drunk.
I said, "I want to die!" She laugh, other people may laugh also because they don't know how it
feels. They didn't undergo in that situation... Maybe they'll just say that I'm fool because they're not on my feet and they don't know how it feels. They don't understand how it hurts because they don't have any idea.

I believe that no person will put an end to his life with just one reason..

Ano bang alam nyo? What you just know is the front story of the book....
Do you really know me? or some other reason why? Better think twice...

Mar 27, 2009

I miss being a kid... ^__^

If you were given a choice between going back to the past or going into the future, which one would you choose? hhhmmm.... ang hirap naman...

I miss being a kid.. my childhood days..

climbing on a tree, playing moro-moro, patintero, playing pogs, bahay-bahayan, tumbang preso etc. hhaaayyy....

How I wish for just one day, I could go back to those times....

Mar 23, 2009

Nothing

You're still embracing the past
Joy filled your moments hoping it won't last
Pain in my heart, feelings I can't hide
To let you go is the last thing on my mind

Even if your love for her will fade
There will be still prints that can't erase
I know that time will last
But you won't still forget the past

I don't know what is this
Does your love for me still exist
Can I love you still
Even if your heart can't be here

Everything we've been through
Is just nothing for you
You gave me nothing
and that's all I have for living...

Mar 1, 2009

Don't say you love me....

"Don't say you love me, unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real, or take it all away....."





The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo- relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Pseudo- girlfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi. This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons.It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan. It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag- seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang. Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka- relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag- break doon sa boy/girl (sabi niya makikipag- break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo." This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro." Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan. So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan? Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid -gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian. For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo- relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling. But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang merong malulugi.. ung nainlove sa taong taken na. Una, you can't ask him/her to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? You will always be uncertain about your role in his/her life. You can't expect him/her to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other boys/girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos? Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him/her? You can't be sure if he/she feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him/her you love him/her, you can't. Because you're not sure if he/she will like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all. Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/woman hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him/her, not entertaining other guys/gals, only to find out that he/she is seeing other girls/boys? Isa pang downside ng pseudo- relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."

Feb 18, 2009

The five secrets you must discover before you die


I am waiting for someone at the mall when I saw this book displayed outside of the store. To my curiosity, I went inside the and look for that book, unfortunately I didn't find it cause of someone who interrupted me! hhmpp! stupid.... Anyway, I really wanna know what's inside that book and what are those secrets we need to discover before we die, so what I did, I went to the mall again and look for that book to buy it, unfortunately I can't find it na! asar! I even asked the sales lady. gggrrr..
So, I've search for that book over the net, viola! so what are those secrets? hhmm...

‘Live everyday for what it is, don’t worry about what will happen, the next day will take care of itself, what will be will be, learn to accept and for the next day to happen’

The Five Secrets You Must Know Before You Die:

1.Be True to Yourself:
You must follow your heart and your dreams, not the dreams someone else has for you. This may mean making a radical change in your life, or simply making small adjustments. The key to continually examine your life is to make sure you are following your own true path.

Questions to ask yourself: Did this week or day feel like my kind or week/day? What would make tomorrow or next week feel more true to myself?

2.Leave No Regrets:
Although all of the people whom Izzo interviewed had some regrets, people who had the fewest were the happiest. A common theme for happiness was that people don’t regret risks that failed; instead they regretted not having risked more.

Questions to ask yourself: Did I act on my convictions this week? How am I responding to the setbacks in my life right now? Am I stepping forward or retreating?

3.Become Love: The more you focus on acting with love, the more you will find happiness. This begins with choosing to love yourself and breaking away from thoughts that are self-defeating and self-critical. You must make loving relationships a priority in your life.

Questions to ask yourself: Did I make room for friends, family and relationships today or this week? Did I spread love and kindness in the world at each interaction?

4.Live the Moment: Living the moment means living your life now rather than simply planning it. “We must always live in the present moment, the only moment in which we have any power.”

Questions to ask yourself: Did I fully enjoy whatever I was doing this day/week? What am I grateful for right now?

5.Give More Than You Take: Each day you have the power to give without limit. Giving connects people to something larger than themselves – whether it’s a supreme being of the entire human experience and journey.

Questions to ask yourself: Did I make the world a better place this week in a small? Was I kind, generous, giving this week? How can I be more that way tomorrow?

Feb 3, 2009

Kasalanan ko ba

kaslanan ko n**This song is dedicated for you...





Ibang-iba ang nadarama

Ng puso ko sa iyo
'Di ko na kaya ang
Umiwas pa sa piling mo

Alam ko mayroon ng nagmamahal sa iyo
Bakit ngayon ka pa
Natagpuan sa buhay kong ito

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Nagtitiis at nangangamba
Sa tuwing kasama mo siya
Hanggang kailan ko ba madadala
Ang pagdaramdam

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

BRIDGE:
Umaasa pa
Magising akong kapiling ka
At 'di na mawawalay pa

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga...


Hope you like it...

Feb 2, 2009

Me without you...

What is love if I don’t have you?
What is forever if I’m not with you?

What are eyes for?
If I can’t even stare at you?

What’s the sense of saying I love you?
When there’s no one will say I love you too?

What are promises for?
If I can’t even swear with you?

What’s the sense of saying I miss you?
When there’s no one will say I miss you too?

What are dreams for?
If I can’t reach it with you?

What’s the sense of having a wedding?
When there’s no one to put on a ring?

What are hands for?
If I can’t even hold you?

What if I never knew you?
I guess my life has no sense without you.

What are memories for?
If I ain’t got moments with you?

What if I stop dreaming?
What will be my life’s ending?

I guess it will be a great mess
So I better hold on and try a few chances.

What is me without you?
What is my life without you?

So sad, I can’t even have you
Its not easy, coz I can’t live without you.